My friend , I'm sorry this has happened , I know what took place last August never changed my love for you . You had a good heart attack one time , we shared the love of music. We sang and danced and celebrated and mourned so many things over the years. I had a hard time forgiving. And must have done so a thousands times but never not loved you , I understood your pain and knew you were not you . So God knows how many times over the years you came to me and I never stopped caring , know I forgive you my dear friend and know I mourn your life . You existed as Debi Schmalz to me , I will always have those memories ❣️